The Cowboy Poet's Pasture


Thoughts from the mind and heart of Jim Fish

by Jim Fish
1998


The ranch on which I hang my hat, though short on most the frills,
Is thirteen sections, give or take, of Texas' rollin' hills.
It's been my home an' why I chose to bring my family here,
Amongst the cattle, sheep an' goats; the varmits, hogs an' deer.

It's done right well in nature's care, withstood her angry rage,
Survived extremes of drought an' flood: an' made me earn my wage.
The land has taught me what I know, that livin' life's an art,
That all you need is common sense, a plan an' gentle heart.

Today I watched the breakin' dawn an' whiffed the mornin' air,
A time I often set aside for things like thought an' prayer.
A Mockin'bird an' Mornin' Dove, an' other birds at play,
Were there to sing an' set the mood to start another day.

This mornin' saw the strangest thing, like time itself had merged,
An' all the souls who once were here, appeared an' them converged.
In swirlin' clouds of mist an' fog, right off the bluffs they rolled,
Til all had gathered in the glen, the modern an' the old.

The Indians, conquistadors, an' other ancient men,
The soldiers from this country's wars, an' cowboys from back then;
They all had come from yesterday to help me understand,
The roles that people play in life, to heritage an' land.

A crazy notion, so I thought, that they could just appear,
But let me tell ya' something now, the concept soon got clear.
When we rode out, like other days, to do the things we do,
I'as still the cowboy that I was, but something else was new.

The wagon roads of long ago, still evident today,
Are carved in rock an' rutted earth, not apt to wash away.
They linked the missions, forts an' towns those many years gone by;
An' left their mark for all to see, as modern times grew nigh.

The artifacts an' weathered ruins attest to yesterdays,
When others came an' lived their lives in very different ways.
We've seen their skill in arrowheads they honed from fired stone,
An' craftsmanship in beads an' tools they fashioned out of bone.

At ever turn and trail we take is something to remind,
The Maker used a clump of dirt creatin' humankind.
The Earth's been feedin' all of us a half-a-million years,
An' used it's wonder, force an' truth to challenge pioneers.

I do not know if they'll return or if I'll fill their needs
But I'm rigged-up to ride the trail, no matter where it leads.
I'm just a spirit ridin' time, whose body's born of Earth,
An' feel it's time I took the reins an' offered-up my worth.

The land has been the heritage we cultivate an' reap,
The life has been the legacy our pride has fought to keep,
An' we are bound throughout our time, with those who came before,
To give our hearts and souls to it, and make it something more.



by Jim Fish
Copyright 1997



When hard times come they sit a spell,
Like kin folk come to stay
A-packin' troubles, pets an' kids
That always get n'your way.

It's drought an' flood, an' flood an' drought,
There ain't much in-between.
You'll work like hell to make 'em good,
But still they're sorta lean.

You'll loose some sleep an' worry some,
Won't pay to moan an' groan,
But if you got the time to spend
They'll finally leave ya 'lone.





Characters are folks who don’t care what other folks think, they just let their personalities develop in accordance with the natural order of the universe. They got their own set of rules to live by an’ there ain’t nobody gonna tell ‘em different. You sorta assume that those who are ‘bigger’n life’ in this lifetime go on to make their mark on all-eternity. Likewise, you figger those what live like hell here on Earth, if they go on to make their marks, they make 'em in places we hope we never have to encounter in the here-after.

I think you better re-figger 'cause the Lord has His own agenda - an’ a sense of humor - an’ He might surprise ya.

If you pay attention to dreams, this one of mine might send a chill up an’ down your spine or make you want to re-think or change your concept of "life after death". Nevertheless, when you wake-up after a hard night's dreamin' you might wanna check the quality of the air before you breathe a sigh of relief.

by Jim Fish


I had a dream the other night that spooked me for a spell.
I dreamed I'd died an' gone some place, but where I couldn't tell.
Some angels played their golden harps an' made a peaceful sound,
But when I found the pearly gates there weren't no one around.

I climbed down off my spirit horse to open up the gate
When someone hollered cross the fence, "By gobs, you better wait!"
You'll never guess n'a million years just who it was I seen.
I rubbed my eyes an' looked again; was Justice Roy Bean!

Yep, there he was, that Langtry judge of western courthouse fame,
A-thumbin' pages of his book an' askin' what's my name.
He said I'd have to pay a price, a fee to go on through!
Cause everbody comes the way has gotta pay his due.

"I'll take your hat, your boots an' spurs, that's not so much to pay."
I told him "No! They're mine to keep; you'll not get them today.
I never heard of such as that, Saint Peter'd let me by.
Just who'n the hell you think you a...; Am I about to fry?"

He rolled his eyes an' scratched his head, then offered up this deal;
"If you can think of just one chore that I cannot fulfill,
I'll open up the pearly gates an' let you by for free;
But if I do this thing you say, you'll have to deal with me."

Well boys, I figgered he's as sly as when he kept his jail,
An' when you deal the Devil's way, your gonna catch some hell.
'Bout then I 'membered Biscuit's chuck I et the night before,
Them Bean-hole-beans were actin' up, they grumbled more 'n more.

The next I knew a mighty urge began to move a bit,
Just like a herd of long horn steers a-workin' up a fit.
It felt as though I's gonna bust, my head was gettin' light,
Then thunder rumbled loud an' long, explodin' in its flight.

I looked around at what I'd done an' told ol' Roy Bean,
"You catch that evil gust of wind; an' paint it pearly green!"
The judge was dazed an' didn't move, the gates just opened in,
An' I went by real prideful-like, an' felt relieved of sin.

I couldn't help but snicker some to hear that mad ol' judge,
"I'll get you back, you son-of-a-gun, you'll see, I hold a grudge."
But vengeance weren't for him to get, that's what the Lord has said;
Besides, it didn't matter much to me 'cause I's already dead.

Well, when I woke that mornin' boys, the air was mighty queer.
My eyes, they stung like white-hot coals, the same as did my rear.
A greenish fog surrounded me, the smell would make you cringe.
I reckoned as his word held true; the judge had got revenge.




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